Caffeinated Thoughts...

Often people end up in misunderstandings due to unnecessary exchange of words.. Words spelt can never be taken back and it hurts more than a sharp edged knife!!!... I was a victim to such an incident few months ago and felt very bad about it being on the recieving side.. I was literally inconsolable..

This picture is a group photo of all my fellow ECE'ans of PSG College of Technology.. A marvellous work done by one of classmates 'Radhakrishnan'..  Kudos to him as well as to the Blitzkriegerz family!!!!

Few months back, I happened to get too philosophical and asked my friend 'Is there anything in this world without an expiry date ?!'.. His reply was quite weird.. But even now I am not able to deny the answer that he gave..

His reply goes like this, 'Anything in this world which has a beginning, will have an end for sure.. If there's no ending, then for sure it din't start at all !!!'... The example he quoted for supporting his reply was even more astounding.. Numbers do not have a beginning (starting from -infinity, an unquantifiable value), so they don't have an ending at all (ending up to +infinity)... Sounds crazy, but kinda true !!!...

Its April 22nd already, my final day in college would be on May 2nd.. Its going to come down in a jiffy and I am going to become a graduate... These four years of life thought me many lessons.. I met people from different backgrounds, different views, different attitude, different tastes, different thinking and different ambitions...

I never felt this way when I left school, Infact I never felt that the school days were over.. My mom used to ask me in awe how I could be like that without a little feeling.. I used to say ' What's there in it ?!..' But now I feel that the college life has come to an end.. I am not sure of the exact reason which makes me miss these days... Some things in life just happen, you can't reason everything...

I would like to mention the names of all those close buddies here.. Vineeth, Ramachandran, Saravannan, Sabari, Vignesh, Divya, Geetha, Muthu, Ashwin, Raghu, Sundar, Sudhakar, Srini and the list just goes on.... A heartfelt thanks to everyone!!!


I would miss all those beautiful evenings I spent with Vignesh (fondly called as Dizz) and Ramachandran ( fondly called as Rama, though I call by different name everytime) in the labs.. Those countless hours of simulations running without a break, those arguments while debugging results, those wierd but striking questions from our Dizz, the way Rama tries to type without seeing the keyboard and of-course would miss those super-computers (well that's supposed to be taken in the other way ;) )... I still remember our stay in IIT hostel during a competition, which was absolute fun.. I can still remember me and Dizz going to NIT, Trichy for a paper presentation and coming back on the same day.. It was kinda short fun trip...

I would miss those spent with Saravanna, Rama, Sabari, Muthu and other people during those lunch hours.. Myself and Saravanna were like Tom and Jerry, fighting for no reason and teasing each other... Sabari - the only person whom I have teased a lot in class, his slang of speaking, his way of walking, his way of getting tensed were all absolute fun for us... All our combined studies (guess we studied ;) , most of the time we would be discussing about the bhel poori to be eaten at 4'o clock ) during internals... Miss those big time !!!...

Now coming to the two programming geeks of the class -- Raghu and Sundar...My thanks to Raghu for teaching me C and other programming stuff during exams and placement.. My thanks to Sundar ( fondly called as Family Man) for helping me on Probability.. If not for these two people, it wouldn't have been possible for me to get such grades !!!.. I am sure these two would hit the headlines in the days to come !!!....

Geethanjali.. She would promptly let me know the portions before the day of exam.. One of my good friends in college from first year..

Divya.. I came to know about her in third year.. Became a close friend soon.. She made my life great in many many small ways.. Thanks a million for that... Hope things get well soon !!.. Miss those days very badly...

Last, but not to be forgotten to mention.. Vineeth.. Knew him from day one in college... Myself and him were the student represenatives of the class for the first semester.. He was there for me on all occasions.. When I met with an accident, When I admitted some unknown person in hospital... The only person who knows what I am going to do next... The only person whom I shared all my views ( be it serious, or be it silly) .... He was someone whom I can trust all my secrets and feelings with... I have always envied him ( especially for a certain forte of his ;) ).. He has adviced me a lot, beared with me a lot, helped me a lot... Even now, I trust him soo badly ( hope he doesn't let me down anytime :) , just kidding )... Thanks a million for all that you have been and for all that have done... Will miss these days forever.....

It's absolutely true that 'Events which made us laugh earlier, would bring tears. later.. and events which made us cry, would bring laughters later' ..... My eyes get watery, when I write this sentence.. A real salute and tribute to this beautiful part of my life which really made me the person that I was...


Really looking forward for that day, where I would be seeing these people who touched my heart being loaded with different roles and responsibilities but with the same sense of friendship between us.... Thanks a Lot, Miss U people....

Recently, I felt this thing and it was kind of disturbing me a lot.. My new finding is " ow-a-days truthfulness of a fact is measured more by the number of people speaking about the fact rather than the actual veracity of the fact"..

My say..."When four people say a lie to a person, it becomes a truth.. But when one person fights for a truth with four people, it becomes a lie"....This is something similar to Einstein's story of relativity :)... Its really a crazy world out there !!!!!

It was the much awaited Thursday night, the reason being that Friday being a holiday and I get to go home for the weekend... It was a thrilling experience till I boarded the train.. As usual,I was waiting for a bus to get to the railway station.. After sometime, I got into a bus only to end up disappointed on the fact that there was no vacant seat.. The feeling that I had to stand all the way with the backpack made me even more disappointed..

There was an old gentleman sitting along with his grandson kinda two rows from where I was standing.. On seeing me struggling to stand with the backpack, he offered me a seat and kept his grandson on his lap.. I returned his favour with an hearty thanks.. His act touched me so much.. I wish to thank him once again now..

Having known about the traffic in the city, I boarded the bus almost one and half hours before the scheduled departure of the train.. My face turned all red when I noticed the traffic extending for more than a kilometer.. The last thing I expected at this stage was to miss the train because of the traffic.. I got stuck up in the traffic at three different locations.. Against all odds, I somehow managed to reach the railway station five minutes before the departure time.. It takes a five minutes walk from the bus stop to the railway station..

Somehow I managed to reach the station two minutes prior to departure.. As I was running down from the pedestrian bridge to the platform, I saw the train moving and for a second I thought I had missed the train.. But luck favoured me that day,because soon I realized that the train had been late by few minutes and had reached the station by then only.. Atlast, I caught the train :).. It was a good one and half hour experience !!!...

Recently I had a friendly argument with one of my friends regarding the last sentence of my previous post which goes " Trying to change 'LIFE' our way is impossible and not advisable too"...

Though I totally accept that we can very well change our LIFE because we are the sole person in control of it.. At certain times, things go totally haphazard around you.. Actions seem to earn false name, rather than what they were actually intended too.. Small mistakes become magnified so large.. Great things done seem to have no value.. The only option is to accept things as it is, hoping that time will work for your cause..

I remember a moral from a story :- ' When you are in deep shit, it's better to close your mouth rather than trying to prove yourself correct' ...

Do you need to blow off ??!!!.. hehe.. I am not inducing terrorism within your minds.. Neither am inclined towards terrorism.. I actually meant things which can really pose him/her as a completely different person to the masses..

No matter what people's character are,if they are under the control of 'Desperation', 'Loneliness' and 'Frustration'.. It can very well mix up to be a perfect bomb killing your character..I was a recent victim to this perfect bomb-shell :(..

An unwelcomed change in regular lifestyle and environment leads to some kind of loneliness creating a desperation to get back to the previous life (the one the mind was pretty comfortable with)..Behavioral changes and actions performed under such situations become meaningless or rather weird.. Such behaviours invite frustration rather than bringing upon the change the mind needed.. This frustration feeds in more amount of desperation... And voila, there forms a pretty good cyclic bomb shell waiting to rupture the image of a person leading to a misunderstanding...

A hard lesson taught by the guru LIFE..Never let loneliness and desperation take control of you.. Try to make yourself happy at any situation, anytime.. Your actions may worsen your situation if you are unlucky.. Things happen because they were supposed to happen.. Accept life as it comes.. Trying to change 'Life' our way is quite impossible and not advisable too...